Saturday, January 2, 2010

new year 2010 and the agony


although its a bit late,HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !.
the longer i think,the more sure i am to start digging out all my other potential sides rather than stick to what i do at the moment.somehow its becoming clearer and brighter,i might have more chance in this,since i felt i get pretty stuck and bored with my current job.

this is new year and i need new target to make some changes,and i hope God be with me all along until i can my way,my path to my biggest dream. i have to do it,honestly i'm tired with people telling me to do this and that and never let me reveal my own fantasies and imagination,although i have this feeling that i might get something great but they just won't let me do it.im kind of reminded all the time by this song (Natasha Bedingfield):

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten